There are some nights, beautiful or lost, and today’s was definitely the latter. I just felt like taking some time off but failed to do so because of the clutter of my mind. So, I am just going to spill it out here as usual. There is a lot that needs to be done and things I’d like to achieve. Honestly, this is not a great first post for 2020 but we all know how ‘great’ 2020 has been for all of us till date and how our acceptance is the way forward. I don’t know who will read this or if anyone would want to read it.
Since last three nights, I had anxiety and it definitely reached unsustainable levels today. Well, that is the new normal for me, an unwavering feeling. Is this the best way for me to reach out or talk about it? Can’t say because I already reached out. Is this the escape that I always longed for? Maybe! Maybe, my way of accepting is to talk about it here and yet you won’t be able to guess what I talked about.
But something I realized a long time ago was about acceptance and ignorance. And you will always find those who prefer ignorance, deliberately or not, but they are who they are and that is where acceptance would always bridge the gap. A lot of it is unseen by us and there are still more looking for oblivion.
Some realities hit you more when you see them happen with someone close and dear to you or with your own self. Fundamentally, we all are who we are, a matter of perspectives and acceptance of those perspectives. And that is why my oblivion needs to be accepted by my own perspective.
Stay Tuned!
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